So I got my allergy tests back today and I’m allergic to milk.  It’s not a lactose allergy (well I probably have that also), it’s an allergy to actual animal milk.  So basically Im going to be forced into this semi vegan lifestyle if I want to stop feeling like shit all the time.  Basically 90% of the grossness I experience- the skin itching, the rashes, the stomach issues, the wheezing and the sneezing… EVEN THE DARK MARKS UNDER MY EYES…. is because of stupid milk.  So I have to go dairy free… to the point that I can’t have cheese, ice cream, fun, animal milk of any kind and some chocolate :(.  Basically my immune system is being an absolute bitch at the moment, and that’s partly why my blood tests have come back so whacked.  I’m not surprised, ice cream is crack for me, I eat it every day, I eat a lot of dairy, so it’s going to be a rough transition.  But I’m so tired of feeling like crap, I’m willing to put in the hard yards.  I’m also allergic to beef, but not as bad as milk, so I can have it like once every few days- which is all I eat here anyway, because Canadian beef tastes like poop.  Tomorrow I go for a colonoscopy to make sure there is nothing more serious going on.  Im not going to lie, I’m scared as hell for that.  I hate the idea of being knocked out.  I’m just glad my lady will be there to pick me up at the end :(.

Sorry for all the information there…